i'm ready

i had dinner and German beers with my boss and mentor from back home tonight.

i got some really good advice.

i know what i need to do.

shart gargler

i can't sleep. i'm exhausted every night, but i can't sleep. i probably can't sleep because i know that i could be doing some work, but after a full day of work my brain is mush. i can't form a coherent thought, so when i try to do work at this hour i get frustrated and pissed, so i have to take a break. then i try to watch tv or a movie, but all i can think about every scene is "that's a tort, that's a violation of due process, that's a valid defense"... i'm having a really hard time "turning it off."

i was warned...(or as they say in the law i was "put on notice.").

in the words of the famous poet, parker "i'm gonna get a tattoo on my neck that says 'fuck you mom and dad'"